I'm back home, spiffy spiffy. It's sort of up and down... I like seeing my friends here but it's kind of tiring, I go out every night and I feel like I do nothing during the day. I'm very worried I'm not going to get rehired at Weona because I heard from Krista they are really changing things up since there is a new director and all, and bringing people from his Florida camp in. This is sort of upsetting because part of why Weona is so cool is because it's sort of like a family and not just a bunch of people doing what they need to do to get their paycheck. I mean, granted, maybe some people weren't all that great at their job but I wasn't one of them. I am not afraid to say that I am the best person for that job, and I will be very upset if they don't realize that. Especially since I've heard that one person HAS heard back (most haven't yet, like me) and that person is hired, and if THEY get hired and I don't, that will really suck because they DON'T LIKE KIDS. And they get frustrated really easily and take it out on them, and cry a lot, and once just didn't come in for work for a week because they didn't like what they were assigned to do. I mean, maybe it's mean to judge, but I REALLY won't understand if this person gets hired when I don't.

Also, me and Phil broke up, I assumed it was fairly common knowledge since I always know everything about everyone, but apparently it is not common knowledge for everyone. I agree that it was what had to happen but I still don't like thinking about it, it sort of upsets me quite a bit.

I don't like being at home, my mom constantly yells at me, to the point that I can predict she will the minute she comes home from anything. I don't understand why she is such an angry person. She freaked out about a bowl I hadn't cleaned enough and how rude that was, and when I went to clean the bowl I really have no idea what she was talking about, it looked completely clean, and there was like a little bit of something on the rim of it that you could only feel with your fingers, but really, did she have to freak out about that?

I'm tired!   It's one of those days where everything is deviating at a slight angle from "good" but it's not quite a large enough angle to call it "bad."

I feel bad because I forgot to ask my friends for their permission to be on the photo page and they BOTH got mad at me for it.   I just honestly didn't think about it... it's just the school paper -_- normally though there's multiple people in the pictures I take so I think no one cares... man... I need to be more aware of things...

my business law midterm wasn't hard but it was sort of tricky, I guess, because I know he likes tricks.   Like I know he's done a test where every answer except for one was the same letter on the scantron, which made everyone freak out thinking either that one was wrong or some other answer was and there couldn't be just ONE weird... which I just thought was funny until I finished the exam and realized that in each row of answers, ONE was A and four were B.   And there were four or five rows... so then I was like "well this answer maybe is B, so that it fits, only what if he's doing what he did before, which means it's really A, only then the pattern would be indiscernible..."   (A and B only in his tests because it's just t/f) and then I was like "I think im being paranoid... and I'm just going to go with what I think is the answer...yeah"

and then there was a question like "If someone is in great pain and going to die within a year from an incurable disease, they can request euthanasia."   or something like that.   Legally, you can't be euthanized; assisted suicide is illegal.   But- you can REQUEST it, technically- your request will just be denied.   But I feel like it's extremely obvious you can ASK for things under the law and "asking for things" was never covered in class...?   So I said false.   MMRHhhg.